Anyways. I cannot believe that it has been over a month since I last wrote. I got so distracted between working and the drama out east and then catching up with old friends and making new ones... It has been exhausting, but well worth the ride. :)
My ex (Camilo) and I talked and we decided to be friends and thats it. Thats really all we can have with me being on the other side of the country and all. :) Which is ok. Anyways, My best friend told me we couldn't be friend anymore but its ok because he is now happily married and I would rather him be happy with her and avoiding the drama with me. :) He's a great guy and he deserves to be happy with all the bull shit i've pulled him through the past four years!
On the other hand, I have decided to allow the past to be the past (finally!) and am moving on from all ex's, former friends and drama. I am not trying to make dead issues work. so now I am focused on making new friends and relationships and myself happy. :) It is such a relief.
So the reason I'm back after a month of not writing...
I just finished watching that movie, Julie & Julia, and it was amazing! :D I seriously wanna get up and start cooking! :P But that will have to wait haha. :P I have decided that I want to find some sort of hobby. Something I can do that will keep me busy and not sitting on my ass all the time.
Also, after finishing 5 seasons of Lost I keep having dreams about running, so very soon I am hoping to buy myself some running shoes so I can start running again!! :D I used to run almost every day, and now I sit on my ass eating ice cream and candy and crap like that... The most exercise I get is running around at work cleaning tables, which as of lately hasn't been much because I have been hostessing... Anyways...
Enough about that. :) something is changing in me... maybe i'm just growing up... But I feel so incredibly happy now that I have decided to allow the past to be the past and i'm just gonna go with the punches and allow the future to take me where ever it takes me. :)
Keep on smiling because I know I am!!
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That song as been stuck in my head for a few days now. :)